.Friday, August 8, 2008 ' 01:24 Y
-- you're always in my mind --
heys.. today(07/08) at work damn pissed at this guy lor... he actually complained to manager that i always use phone and ended up my phone kena confiscated.. den after that Daniel came talk to me.. Say this is a warning, nx time working dont use phone..Den after dat Bernando came out return me my phone..
Den cos i went toilet, den 顺便 reply BW msg.. den when i came back he asked in a super fierce manner " Where u go?" den after dat he say "Why? Got back ur phona ha? Dont keep talking on the phone..Off it.." den of cos i bluff him say its off la.. when its actually not..and he actually wanted to check if its really off de lor.. Really damn pissed la..F***ing guy.. luckily tmr and sat not working.. dont have to see his face... one more time he give me this attitude, i'm really gonna hate him..for life...
Oso not i wanna tok on the phone de.. Den when i taking my break, he ask me eat faster, got session coming..What the hell lor? eat so fast u want me get indigestion ah?den Clev wanted to eat so i volunteered to go buy his food.. den when i was about to go he give me dat kind of face lor.. Really dunno whether its his problem or mine..But i dont think its my problem cos i'm all along a sociable person.. i dont take things dat seriously unless someone piss me off big time..Stupid guy.. make me have no mood to work.. was so pissed dat even other colleagues can see lor..my expression totally changed.. from happy to moodless.. they jus asked me not to mind him.. anyway, this time round i'll 忍.. but there's a limit to one's patience.. who noes one day i might just breakdown during work just bcos something happened between us again..so what if he's a senior? so what if he's worked there for a super long time? that doesnt give him the right to scold ppl like that..and once when i was packing nachos, he came and said " What did i teach u dat time? lidat u gonna take how long to pack? STUPID LITTLE GIRL..." this was exactly what he said.. how could i take this lying down?1st things 1st, i'm NOT a little girl... i'm 20 for goodness sake..how would he feel if someone were to say call him a STUPID LITTLE BOY?i guess he would never know..why cant he give a thought to my feelings? calling me a stupid little girl.. its really hurts alot inside.. i just dont understand why did he have to say that..though i dont bear grudges, but this incident is etched in my heart and i will never forget these exact words he said(stupid little girl).. even my parents dont call me that..what gives him the right to do so?he's not even related to me in any way..
he should be glad that i did not rebuke him.. he should be glad that i din cry and create a big fuss..cos if i did, i dunno what would have happened.. i really cant stand his attitude and i just sincerely hope that he would change that attitude of his..especially towards me.. though i'm new, i'm not someone who u can bark around.. i'm not someone who u can bully.. though i may seem like a strong person but thats just the exterior.. i just dont want pple to see the weaker side of me.. i just hope and pray that God will change him.. Let him have a heart that is considerate, a heart that feels.. Let him be a person that will take into consideration one's feelings before saying anything.. Think through what he says as some words can be mincing and hurting..
i just hope that he will understand..i'm a human being, not ur puppet/slave..Pls be more considerate and thoughtful to one's feelings..I dont wish to hate himso pls dont make me.. One more time and he'll leave me with no choice..
