.Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ' 01:10 Y
-- you're always in my mind --
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heys.. came back from my new job not long ago.. it was quite fun although tiring.. am currently working at GV Plaza..1st day at work today.. was allocated to candy bar.. hopecan get used to the job ASAP..i actually saw my fren there lor... so suprised to se him there.. turned out that we're working at the same place.. well, shal not spill too much..
anyways.. working tmr again.. at 6pm..not sure if i'm gonna love this job but i'll try to.. hahas.. and i managed to get my wish fufilled last saturday..
HERE<--- just read this girl's blog-the gf of the army guy who pass away during training in Brunei..tears flowed uncontrollably when i was reading thru her posts.. started to wonder what if it happened to me..how was i going to live my life..reading thru her posts made me ascertain the fact that life is really unpredictable..so treasure ur loved ones while they are still around..don't take them for granted..bcos u wont realise how important they are to you until u lose them..
realised this fact when i lost my grandmother 5 yrs ago.. was always rude to her and even ignored her sometimes when she called for me.. the love and bond we share is strong as she looked after me since i was young..she actually called out to me before she breathed her last breath and i simply didnt care.. when my mum returned dat day and tried to wake her up for lunch, no matter how many times we called out to her she just remained sleeping..she looked so peaceful.. though i didnt show my grief and pain at her wake, i was feeling it deep in my heart.. i did not want her to see me so grieved over her departure..so i put on a brave front and sent her off with a smile..till now it stilll hurts whenever i think of her..
okies..dats all for now.. pics of FM93.3 public concert will be posted soon.. most prob in the next post.. wanna oink oink le.. nitex..
