.Sunday, June 22, 2008 ' 22:06 Y
-- you're always in my mind --
heys..its been days since i updated..so here i am to update u guys on what happened these few days..
Friday..prayer meeting at marine parade Blk 80.. Went for altar call after the session on having the heart of perseverence.. Cos of the current problem that me family is facing, i almost had the urge of giving up on God..I had the feeling that if God is real, why is He not helping my family out? During altar call, God spoke to me.. He told me to persevere on and I will be able see his glory one day..
Yesterday..1st combined rehearsal(CR) for NDP..spent a full day at Marina Bay Floating Platform.. practised the dance and the entrance of the motivators..Cos we had only 30 seconds to run in to the promenade after the music is played and start dancing.. We practised for a few times and the timings were not bad.. All below 30 seconds.. But our dance was mediocre.. We have to put more punch into the dance.. Cos we're the 1st on the queue list.. So we have to enter on high, we set the atmosphere for the rest of the performers and the audience.. After that watched the whole run of actual parade.. took a few pics and a video.. shall post them soon..Coming tues having a dance training for all the motivators to try to synchronise our timings..its going to be held at TCT auditorium..thats about all for yesterday..
Today..Something interesting took place today..Cos in the past, i always thought that my parents were showing favouritism towards my siblings.. But today, that thought was removed.. Dad came talk to me in the morning.. I shall not go into details of the speech but i could see that he was concerned about my future.. He was telling me to buck up, get a good cert in order to get a good job.. After the talk, my tears just flowed uncontrollably as i was bathing.. I realised that my parents actually shower the same amount of love on me and my siblings.. i realised that i've been feeling the wrong thing for years, that i've been having the wrong thought for years.. I feel bad about the way that i've been treating them for the past few years.. I really thank God for showing me this truth.. Thank God for bringing out the truth before i sink deeper into my mistaken thought.. Through this, my faith in God grew stronger.. I believe more strongly that my God is real as he brought healing to me.. He helped me see and realise my mistake.. From now on, i'll change my perspective of my parents and treasure and love them more.. Indeed they are the ones who will be there for me in times of trouble..Though this change will not be overnight, but i believe it will change gradually..Once again, really wanna thank God for showing me my mistake.. God, i believe that my prayers will be answered and that my family will survive through the current crisis..
PS: Sorry for the super long post.. :)
